Hey guys!! Thankyuu a lot for your support and wishing me good luck!
Today my mom went to the Foreign Citizens and Immigration Office (without me ¬¬u, I really thought I had to go... nevermind -..-') and when she came back, she told me that they said her that everything was okay so I still have possibilities to get my documents!!!
I'm very happy but again I feel afraid of receiving a bad new like a couple of years ago that my mom told me that I would have my documents within 3 month (and 2 years later... ¬¬u). But still I do believe that this time, after having had so much troubles in my life, after learning a lot about my own mistakes, and because of your support and positive energy... this time everything should come out fine, right!?
Anyway I won't give up, even thought I can't get my documents this time, I'll continue going on to somewhere, I want to "fight" and keep giving my best, no matter if I need to come back to Russia or work 20hours a day. I felt your warmth guys, and I'm so so greatful for that.
I know that it could sound weird all that stuff about energies, luck and destiny, but once more I do believe in something like "the balance", maybe somekind of "karma" or "god" or maybe "destiny". Anyway everything has a meaning, right?
That's why I don't want to stop anymore, I felt alone for a lot of time, I felt powerless, and I knew the real pain, but now, when things are starting to calm down I can see the truth.
The lonely days were there to teach me about the importance of people who is by my side, probably because I had to learn to apreciate them more.
When I felt powerless, scared, and lost... maybe I just had to learn about how important is helping others even if you don't know them and also the importance of letting others help you.
When I felt the pain I could see clearly the happiness, I could apreciate even the tiniest things life bring us. I left greed behind, and I become stronger.
Now I know that everything in my life had a reason, probably because I was doing things wrong and I had to learn to be a better person.
But you know, not only the sad stuff is teaching me day by day. I don't want to look cheesy but guys, reading your comments and receiving your warmth I know that I was rewarded for something. There's something I'm doing right and I'm proud of it.
Thankyuu for being allways there, if anyone of you ever needs my help, no matter if you never talked to me, or if this is the first thing you read about me, send me a note. I will try to help, to give an advice or anything you need. I was saved and now I want to save too. ^^
Good luck to everyone, and again, THANKYUU~ <3
EDIT: oh, yeah... I forgot... XDDD
I need to extend my premium membership but I only have 900points.
The thing is that to extend my membership I have to buy at least the 6month membership (which is a lot of points for me). But if someone could "give" the 1month membership it would be about 300 points (which I will pay, of course)
So... is there anyone who have those 300 points to give me a 1month membership. I will immediately return them, but it's important not to buy the account with my points just in case DA could decline or take the points. (I had simmilar problems in the past... -..-')
I was looking the prices and the 3month one will be better, it costs 636 points so I could afford it.
:iconcadesfoster: already gived me a 3month account TTATT as a gift. I'm really greatful, thankyuu soo so much.
bought me another 3month membership, XD
thankyuu so much!